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Religion
I am going to share my
experience regarding religion, how I moved
from Light to Darkness (or the
opposite), from Heaven to Hell (or
the opposite). I have gone
through a lot since my early days, and this
is very precious information for those
interested. My history is long, so I will
summarise.
The beginning:
While I was still a young child, I had a
Catholic education.
While my parents were away working to join
money, my brother and I spent some time in
the North with my grandparents who were very
conservative and religious, specially my
grandmother. I was always being told about
God and Satan and not to fall to Satan's
temptations since He was very bad.
My grandmother always gave a lot of
importance to God and was always saying
things like: “Don't
do this that God will punish you”,
“Don't get close to
the edge of the veranda/window or Satan
will push you”, “Don't
mention the name of Satan, or He may
appear to you”. She would also
force me to pray at night before going to
sleep to thank God for everything He was
doing for me and to guide me in the right
path. And, when we passed by sandbaggers, we
would give them a coin.
I was told about Heaven and Hell like they
had a lot of importance, as if Heaven was
the goal for an entire existence. For my
grandparents, almost everything was a sin
and Satan could be lurking anywhere and try
to steal my soul.
I was a child and received the teachings for
real, since I didn't have the power to
reason, so I became enslaved by what I was
taught.
From
Heaven to Hell:
I didn't know back then, but
who would tell that someday I would renounce
to God and His values, my family, everything
that, in a way or the other, would represent
the past or part of it? Maybe that renounce
was getting closer than I could be aware of.
It was when I was young that I realised how
bad religions were and rebelled myself
against them. Just like the Dark Lord, I too
was against God. I came to the conclusion
that religions were bad and started thinking
about Satan. “Satan”
means “The Opposer”…
I, too, was the opposer of all religions
controlling the world, for they all worked
by creating fear in their followers,
manipulating people from childhood.
When I was young, I already had
an attraction for Satan but, due to my
Christian background and education, I feared
Satan. During the day it was easy to be on
His side but, at night, I feared the dark.
It is hard to explain… but now that I am a
fusion of the three, I am no longer scared
of the dark.
It was this way that my “encounter”
with Satan happened… I wanted to be free, to
break away from the false conventions
imposed without my consent while I was still
a child. Satan represented the Opposer,
someone who didn't impose FALSE restrictions
in minds still young.
I liked watching terror films on TV, but at
night I would be terrified while trying to
fall asleep… I had a kind of phobia of the
night and dark. But I had now become what
the famous Count Dracula from the films
called “The children
of the night”, which represents the
beings that have nocturnal life.
I started to become fascinated by Satanism
as I read, listened and talked more and more
about the subject. Each time I was
identifying myself more with it. I wanted to
reinvent my convictions. I reached a point
where Satan was Light and God Darkness. I no
longer needed to fear the dark, for I “belonged” to Satan, for Satan was against
all dogmas rebelling against God, and being
against dogma it means we want to change thus
representing progress, so I was against God
who is not perfect.
How can God not be perfect? In the bible we
can see, and all believers claim that God is
an infinite and perfect being present all
around us and that He can hear the thoughts of
all of us even before we think or speak (thus
we can claim that God has total telepathy
being telepathy the universal language of
the Universes). I can never forget
nor forgive those who for God decimated whole
civilizations, thinking of gaining the kingdom
of Heaven through their acts. If God is
perfect, how can He allow Earth to be a hell
and not a paradise? Look around you, and you
will see death, poverty, illness, war, hunger…
is this the creation of an almighty God? How
many scientists and freethinkers were set to
fire for God in the Middle Ages, causing the
stagnation and retrocession of Science for a
very long period? How many books were burnt?
2007:
The year 2007 represented my official return
to the Dark Side of the Force. I can't turn
away from the Dark Side. The pressure is so
much… it drags me into it… I can't run away…
I can't deny my own being. For too long, I
have hidden myself in false answers — in the
thing people call Light. The Dark Side
seemed like the piece which would fulfil my
being. I have searched for answers in the
so-called Light and I haven't found them, so
I had to turn to the Dark Side, which for me
represents the True Light.
There were times when I got disturbed about
my beliefs due to some bad experiences
during sleep involving very negative
multidimensional entities. That made some
questions to arise on my mind and I became
confused. But I can now see the way. I can't
return to the past because going back would
mean to return to the bad, which the
Christian religion represents.
Anton LaVey said: “I
am like the lonely wolf which wanders in
the woods”. This made me remember
an old conversation I had with an IRC friend
in the 1990s where I was told that our path
is long, lonely and with several
difficulties, and that only the ones passing
through this will understand its real
meaning. It is a path we must travel alone
because normal people won't understand this
and that is why we can't tell them the
truth. They can't handle the truth.
Many years ago, I also learned that the
lonely wolf sometimes gets stronger when it
gets together with others of his kind. This
means that there are organisations/groups
which make many roads cross together
somewhere in time and that is sometimes
beneficial as one can learn a lot from those
experiences.
I can state without hesitating that I am the
only person who likes LaVeyan Satanism in my
whole family, since they are all defenders
of Christianity, and I am certain that no
one there would understand my way of being.
We can then say that I am an exception to
the rule, in my family.
My current
religion belief:
I consider myself a fusion of
Atheist/Satanist/Christian. It is hard to
explain, but I am like three in one with the
best of each. I considered that both God and
Satan were alien beings and that mankind got
it all wrong. I had to learn the hard way,
through experimentation, that the two
concepts did exist. I still don't have
enough knowledge or experience to explain
what God and Satan are, but I do know that
there are beings across the Universes from
other dimensions who follow and represent
them. I received MANY THOUSANDS of alien
visitations in my bedroom during sleep
through several multidimensional portals,
and one day I discovered that some
visitations were from beings of Satan,
others were from beings of God and some
others claimed to be from neither of them.
There are at least two kinds of Satanists
now-a-days: Those who see Satan as an entity
and those who see Him as a Dark Force of
Nature. I believe that both are right
because there are alien entities made of
energy, which means that Satan can be an
alien being thus meaning He is an entity as
well. I believe there is a Cosmic
Intelligence, but I don't know if we can
call it God.
I once asked an entity during a sleep
experience: “Who is
God?” and he replied: “I
would like to know that too”. Then
I asked: “Who is
Satan?” and he replied: “It
is the Prince of Evil, the Master of the
Dragon”. This happened around July
2004, but I couldn't find the notes I wrote
down back then with the exact date.
Is “Darkness”
stronger than “Light”?
This is a good question and I have meditated
a lot about it. Light is temporary and only
works when there is energy. For example,
when there is a power failure the light goes
off, while darkness doesn't need any power
to work. Also, black holes in space absorb
light. The issue here is that I consider
darkness the true light, for most of those
who claim to be from the Light are far from
what they defend… they make use of the word
“love” but they
are worse than we.
I can't understand how some demented freaks
commit crimes, saying it was Satan who
ordered them to. I can't understand how
those persons can be taken seriously… if
Satan doesn't communicate with me, why would
He speak to those freaks?
In the past, when I thought that Satan
represented unconditional love and that he
was the opposition of God, a terrible and
merciless entity, I joined two international
satanic organisations which were the First
Church of Satan and
the Sinagogue of Satan
for they represented the perfect humanity
and in theory everything seemed perfect.
In the 1990s some problems happened on
DALnet in the channel of the Church of Satan
with Reverend Andre Schlesinger and he
pre-banned me from the organisation: in
simple words, I could never get a membership
there since my name was in the blacklist of
unwanted people.
In January 2007, I was accepted as a member
in the Associação Portuguesa
de Satanismo.
What does this organisation have to offer?
Here are some things:
a) They represent
Satanism in Portugal;
b) They are a serious
organisation;
c) They have a forum to
discuss several subjects;
d) They have an
electronic store that sells books,
necklaces, audio CDs, clothes, etc.;
e) They organise events
in Portugal and abroad;
f) They have a
periodical magazine called “Infernus”.
On 31.Oct.2007
I went to a Moonspell concert in Lisbon
where I met the core of the APS
in person.
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In January 2008, I
received
the Portuguese hardcover
version of the Satanic Bible, an
edition limited to 111 exemplars.
This special limited edition was
released by the APS
on 25.Dec.2007.
It was a very important step to
the people who speak Portuguese
and who are interested in learning
the philosophy of life brought to
us by Anton LaVey.
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About
destiny, I consider that each person makes
its own destiny. However, some of us have
been selected by higher entities of the
Universes for a particular mission and if
that mission is to help other beings it is
our moral duty to do everything in our reach
to accomplish our destiny.
MOST of the people who
make use of God’s name use mind manipulation
and enslavement techniques. MOST of
those who defend God’s values above all, are
scared that progress may lead people away
from their God and that is the reason they
are against progress — they don’t want
people to open their eyes.
I am for the destruction of religion and
dogma which, if destroyed, would lead to
progress and well-being for all. Like Anton
LaVey said: “Open
your eyes that you may see, oh men of
mildewed minds, and listen to me ye
bewildered millions! For I stand forth to
challenge the wisdom of the world; to
interrogate the “laws” of man and of
“God”!”.
I believe there is something more after
death, but it has nothing to do with a
heaven or hell. Quoting LaVey again:
“And
your spirit — your immortal spirit
— shall live, not in an intangible
paradise, but in the brains and sinews of
those whose respect you have gained”.
It seems that what counts the most is the
life we have here in our current physical
bodies because the afterdeath is an
uncertain reality, and it is risky to take
the chance, and thus we must enjoy life to its
fullness. Like the APS
(Associação Portuguesa de Satanismo)
states in their site, Hell is this place in
which we live, this
oppressing Christian capitalist society.
I operate on both sides
of the Force, the Dark and the Light. Like
Anton LaVey said: “There
is no black magic nor white magic, it is
all magic”.
Jesus Christ
Sananda:
Part
of me may be Christian, but I don't like God,
IF there really is a God like the scriptures
say… but I like Jesus who was a kind person
who attempted to turn mankind in the right
direction, just like He did in other planets
where He incarnated before. For what I
understood, the Jews were responsible for the
death of Jesus.
Over 2000 years ago an Ascended
Master known as Jesus Christ incarnated on
Earth and with him a message of love was
brought. This Christ is known in the UFO
world as Jesus Sananda, an Ascended Master
from the 10th
dimension and therefore much more perfect
than us, human beings of the 3rd
dimension. I was told and also read that
Sananda incarnated in several planets to
contribute to their ascension and bring a
message of love but, here on Earth, He was
crucified. Still, in some other worlds where
He incarnated, people followed His message,
and now they are very advanced civilisations
with planetary travel technology.
I still can’t understand how an Ascended
Master like Sananda said so many things in
the bible that look impossible for me to
accept and the people in His time applauded
Him and followed Him blindly, but my friend
Bryon Smith told me that one of the reasons
was because people were very poor back then
and had little to eat and therefore would go
after Jesus who, now and then, would
multiply the food and perform cures
considered miracles.
Those who think that by belonging to a
church or religious organisation will get
them a seat in heaven are wrong because even
if there is a heaven, which I have no
evidence to state so, only God can choose
who will get in and who will stay out. It is
all up to God to decide, like my friend
Bryon Smith stated several times. You can’t
buy a seat in heaven, no matter how wealthy
you are. People should do good for being the
right thing and not for gaining the kingdom
of heaven.
On 2.Oct.2007
José Paulino told me on Windows Live
Messenger an important sentence quoted here
with his permission: “I
admire your Christ, I just don't like your
Christians”. This sentence means
that Jesus Christ was important, but that
most of His so-called followers don't follow
His pattern.
On 2.Nov.2012
Bryon Smith wrote an important sentence on
Facebook: “All the
things people hang onto and worship in
their lives will one day be dust. No one
can take it with them. We came into this
world with nothing, we will leave with
nothing. The sooner we understand this,
the better our lives will be”.
Fallen
Angels and the Sigil of Baphomet:
Some piece of information which I learned:
“Angel” means “Messenger” (thanks
to Bryon Smith for teaching me this).
A “Fallen Angel”
is a celestial entity which has fallen from
the grace of God. It is commonly referred to
as “Demon”.
The less advanced demons still travel using
spaceships.
I have done some research regarding the “Baphomet” symbol,
which some sources claim to be related to
the Templars and is used by Satanists. It is
an ancient magical symbol.
The reason it has an inverted Pentagram (a
star with five points) is because
the Pentagram pointing up connects to
God/Divinity and the inverted Pentagram
connects with the opposite, or man.
There is a goat inside the Pentagram,
representing Satan, who defies heaven. It is
the so-called goat of Mendes.
The Pentagram turned up means on the top “Adam” and on the
bottom “Eve”
while the inverted one means the demons “Samael” and “Lilith”. Samael is
said to be a “white
light genius from Mars”.
Around the Pentagram there are five Hebrew
characters which are read from the most
bottom position counter-clockwise and mean “Leviathan” which
is one of the four crown Princes of Hell
like it is written in the Satanic Bible.
These Hebrew characters are filled in the
Church of Satan special version, while in
the original version they are just outlined.
According to the Satanic Bible, there are
four crown Princes of Hell, each one related
to an element:
— Satan (Fire);
— Lucifer (Air);
— Belial (Earth);
— Leviathan (Water).
This lefts out the Ether element,
to which we can't find references anywhere.
On 11.Feb.2011
I was told that the “Great
Architect of the Universe” was
Lucifer and that when someone reaches the
highest degree in the Freemasonry he has
to sign a paper acknowledging that. No
wonder Aleister Crowley was a Freemason.
The
Satanic Bible:
This
book was written by Anton LaVey, the black
pope, founder of the Church of Satan. It
explains his philosophies of indulgence
and freedom and discusses Satanic Rituals.
This book doesn't have anything to do with
devil worshipping nor sacrificing virgins.
It is the manifesto of a new religion
separated from the traditional
Judaeo-Christian definitions of Satanism.
It is about the importance of man as being
his own God and breaking free from the
chains of this Christian oppressive
society.
In the introduction of this
philosophy book, Magus Peter H. Gilmore
says that this book has the potential to
change everyone's life. He says that, by
reading its pages, we might see ourselves
because its principles are those which we
have been living all along we can
remember. This means that if we feel a
familiarity with the book, we will realise
that we are part of a dispersed meta-tribe
whose appropriated name to designate it is
“Satanist”.
Magus Gilmore also says that the sentences
written in this book give the feeling that
we have met LaVey in person and when he
met “the Doctor”
(that is how the persons close to
LaVey called him) they knew
they were facing the person who wrote the
book. In opposition to the leaders of
other religions who claimed to have
received their knowledge from superior
entities, LaVey gained his knowledge from
the study of man, materialism, pragmatism,
and individualism during his life.
Many people claimed that LaVey plagiarised
the works of Friedrich Nietzsche and Ragnar
Redbeard in his book, but LaVey had a simple
philosophy about it, saying that, if
something appropriated had already been
written, why reinvent the wheel?
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“I am the
LORD your God, who brought you out
of Egypt, out of the land of
slavery. You shall have no other
gods before me. You shall not make
for yourself an idol in the form of
anything in heaven above or on the
earth beneath or in the waters
below. You shall not bow down to
them or worship them; for I, the
LORD your God, am a jealous God,
punishing the children for the sin
of the fathers to the third and
fourth generation of those who hate
me, but showing love to a thousand
generations of those who love me and
keep my commandments. You shall not
misuse the name of the LORD your
God, for the LORD will not hold
anyone guiltless who misuses his
name.”
God
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“EGO
SUM LEX MUNDI”
(“I
am the law of the world”)
Satan |
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“Bathe in
the beams of my illumination”
Lucifer, the Light Bearer |
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“God is
dead”
Friedrich
Nietzsche |
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“There is
no God above man”
;It means you control your own destiny
Aleister Crowley |
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“There is
no heaven of glory bright, and no
hell where sinners roast. Here and
now is our day of torment! Here
and now is our day of joy! Here
and now is our opportunity! Choose
ye this day, this hour, for no
redeemer liveth!”
Anton Szandor LaVey
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“We are
all inherently divine, the
cocreators of a New World Order!
In this fashion we shall create
Gods in Our Own Image, for we are
the Creator, and we are the
Created.”
Lord Egan
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“Hate those
that earn it, as you would love
those that earn it. As Above, so
below.”
Michael S. Margolin |
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