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People and
Friendship
I placed two
topics here, one about women and the other
about a theory of friendship which I wrote
back in the 1990s.
Women:
I like women
blue/green-eyed, blonde hair, great body,
big breasts and very nice, friendly,
intelligent and beautiful. There were only
four girls I loved truly in my life.
The 1st
one was on my 12th
grade, but she hated me. It was my first
true love, and it hurt a lot, and I never
wanted to go through that again. She was a
beautiful girl with brown hair and
well-liked by the persons surrounding her,
but she had a cold heart.
The 2nd
one I met in 1999, and I still love her,
but my feelings can never be like those in
the first love. She is a blonde girl with
greenish eyes and gorgeous, friendly,
nice, caring and intelligent, and I am
certain that all the surrounding people
are attracted by her qualities.
In the human alien girls, visiting me in
the Astral Plane and higher dimensions
during sleep, I found my 3rd
love and got divided between my Earth love
who is here and my space loves who were
far away and could only visit me for very
little time now and then.
Most of the human alien girls I have been
with were brunettes, but I have also been
with blondes and also with a black one.
One of them was very strange, and a very
high light would come out of her chest
rotating, lighting my bedroom.
I asked several of the alien girls where
they were from, and some claimed to be
from Mars or Venus. One of the girls from
Mars also had a light in her chest, but it
was smaller than the first time I saw such
a light.
In my search for knowledge and answers, I
attempted to ask the alien girls for that.
But it seems they didn't want to share
their knowledge and that they were only
interested in sex because they would go
away when asked for knowledge.
In 2003, I read the George Adamski book
“Inside the Spaceships” and it
had reports about human beings from Mars,
Venus and Saturn. This made me feel even
more confident about the veracity of my
experiences.
The 4th
girl I met in 2006. I am uncertain
if I can call love to my attraction for
her, since love is hard for me to define
now-a-days. But I do feel something about
her. She is a blonde girl with brown eyes
and
I have been a loyal “customer” all these years, resorting to
professional services. This way I am free,
having time for my personal life.
On 17.May.2011
I saw Professor LF at my supermarket job,
and he said that, better than resorting to
professional services, would be to pay to
female co-workers to have sex with them
several times per month and still have no
bondings so that I can be free. It was a
great idea, but I am not brave enough to do
it. A female co-worker at the supermarket
once made me a proposal regarding it, but I
didn't take it.
When we love someone or something really
truly, we must love it with all our heart,
body and soul.
The
Pyramids of Friendship:
In the 1990s, while I was writing my
unreleased philosophy book, I wrote about
this subject and decided to share here a
small part of it.
In almost every place we have friends and
acquaintances, but in each place there are
persons who represent more to us than
others, for whom we feel a greater
affection and admiration.
I tried to do a
hierarchical
representation in different scales,
different pyramids, of some of my
friendships, creating what I
denominated of “Pyramids
of Friendship”.
There are then several pyramids
according to the kind of friendship.
The co-workers represent one, the
school/university colleagues others,
the neighbours other, the women other
and so on — some persons are in many
pyramids simultaneously.
The perspective of the pyramid is very
simple: close to the base there are
many persons for whom we feel a higher
or lower degree of indifference but,
as we move closer to the top, higher
are the feelings of friendship
relating them and fewer persons are
there and those at the top, are the
pillars of the whole pyramid thus if
one leaves, the whole pyramid falls
apart and loses its meaning.
The Pyramids of Friendship were a way
of organising my friendships back in
the 1990s, and it could also be used
now-a-days, but now it is harder to
use since I have countless friends
worldwide.
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LAST
UPDATE: 10.JUN.2022
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